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When Faith Breaks You
I didn’t have a word for it at first. I only had symptoms. the startle when a door shuts too hard; the sermons that still unspool in my head when I make an ordinary choice, the all-encompassing shame that floods over me, the dread that says love is conditional and the world is closing in. Hell, we were supposed to die to self and be brokeb so the Holy Spirit could rebuild us, so I didn't even think that being broken was a sign of anything but the amount of sin I had. After a
Alex Belle
1 day ago5 min read


The Legacy of John MacArthur: A Reflection on Faith and Trauma
Understanding the Impact of John MacArthur's Teachings I have never sat among the pews of Grace Community Church, but the echoes of John MacArthur's teachings have rippled throughout my life. Today, upon seeing the news of his death, I experienced complex feelings- feelings that many victims of his teachings are grappling with. I've never even been to the United States, yet the theology that resonated from his pulpit has profoundly impacted my life. Specifically, his rigid in
Alex Belle
Jul 163 min read


The Epicurean Dilemma, and the Destruction of Traditional Western Theism
The Epicurean dilemma, which is often attributed to the ancient Greek philosopher Epicurus (341–270 BCE), remains one of the most...
Alex Belle
Jul 164 min read


Is Your Church Healthy?
You probably don't think of your church as a cult, or as a high control group- most people inside one don’t. It probably looks fairly...
Alex Belle
Jul 136 min read


When Christ is Your Identity- Lack of Identity After Leaving a Cult
Leaving a cult can be one of the most disorienting experiences a person can endure. It is a rupture not only from a controlling belief...
Alex Belle
Jul 117 min read


The Rise of the Tradwife
A beautiful woman softly walks into view, she has perfect natural makeup, long blond hair in a half updo, and a mid-length floral dress...
Alex Belle
Nov 20, 20248 min read
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